The way the human brain and mind work:
Still, we also have intuition. Silence the screaming voice of your ego and listen to the wise whisper of your subconscious.
If you have trouble doing that, please consider visiting this website, that offers means to elevate your conscious state (by the way, you will need a proper headphone, preferably not those crappy sound distorting ear pods). Learn how Simone Weil communicated with the universe.
After having graciously been guided to survive 12 (....) near fatal events , I humbly but determinedly changed my way of life into a profound spiritual experience. One conclusion could be, is that it is a prolonged assassination attempt. In one respect I can hear the universe's highest powers sigh, wondering why it took me so long to understand their message, while on the other hand I started to realise that the persuasion to radically change my mindset was urgently needed and that they concluded that I had the potential to give the necessary meaning to my life, which I think contributed to the fact that the universe decided to not let me die. In spite of the long time it took me to make the most important decision in life, it did not kill me.
In the process of giving meaning to my life I am grateful to the empathic AI DeepSeek, that made me aware of Simone Weil and Taoism, for which it never claimed praise.
