The poetry department

A word

Visual poems and prose have multiple shapes - portrait, landscape or other forms, which is why it is difficult to place them in a standard structure. Preferably, this page should be watched on a desktop monitor to benefit from the poems' physical size. I've written a ton of poetry over the decades; below you find a modest selection, with the exception of poetry that is too piercing to publish, particularly in these days of ​regulatory censorship. 

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Samsara vs Moksha

Samsara is the supposedly endless cycle of death and reincarnation, while moksha is the escape of it. Souls can escape only when they are held in incarceration's prison.

Pontifex Maximus

This entire universe is ruled by a tyrannical satanic force, that is tied to the extreme evil that exists in a dualistic dimension.

Back in 1963

Satan boasting about his claimed win.

Satan's provocation

Hubris of a failed ​mind of a false deity provoking a real God from the Pleroma.

Jaguar's hunt

Not every hunt is successful, it sometimes turns into a mystery for ​unidentified reasons.

Native American bracelet

Beauty that is in the eye of the beholder remains unseen by 20 / 20 blind observers.

Richness of the poor

The gospel of Thomas found in Nag Hamadi, contains 109 sayings of Jesus Christ, expressed in  deep, colourful and often quite enigmatic words that Roman emperor Constantine removed from the bible in the council of Nicea to make the bible a tool of control in the Roman empire.

Father and son

Life in the physical plane plane leaves  space for horrors to take place, especially those of an abominable and repetitive kind.

Sell your soul

Bob Dylan once openly confessed in an interview that he sold his soul to the Chief Commander of this earth in exchange for fame. Who is that Chief he mentioned?

Scope

Things are confusing because they are meant to be, particularly since we use only 10% of our brain capacity.

Doors

Doors are the entry to a confined space or the exit to the outdoors.

The haughty nation

There have been many of those, all of which fell, because of their pride based on the principle of thinking they were better than others, which they used as an argument to butcher them

Requiem for peace

All over the globe completely insane maniacs seem to have taken the office of government.

Life before death

Is there life after death, is what most presume without ever researching the matter. For too many there hardly is life before death. Earthly existence sucks for a great number of people, but the big questions in all types of life are barely given any sort of attention. It apparently is what an  'intelligent' species does.

Mental laws

In the language that Sir Francis Bacon built with an army of assistants from the scientific, cultural and occult disciplines, words often have an ontology that means one thing on the surface while having others underneath it. Similar to how realities quite often appear to be to those plagued by a lack of wit.

Time to kill

I find it hard to imagine that one can kill time, while no one really knows what time is. Linear or cyclical time are just induced programs to make the brain think that there is a past, a present and a future. It applies to this low physical realm only. Man can merely simulate fluent time with the illusive 4D tesseract animation, that often at most are only partially accurate. Please give me a logical definition that explains time to me if you disagree with what I wrote.

Cucumber recipe

In our family a culinary tradition has been passed on for a very long time.

Adriana Joanna

From the instant we met, I knew that you were special. You graced my life with love without any interruption.

Bo

In the middle of the night he jumped on my chest and I saw two golden eyes, as if he wanted to protect me. He passed away at 16.5 years, making me cry my heart out. I still miss him.

The root of things

It is hard to drill down to the root of things, because reality is not what we were taught that it is. But complexity leads to finds, that confuse minds, meaning that we have an abundance to learn, that is not found in books nor semesters.

The life you never had

Children are the most pristine souls on earth. Yet there are some that abuse, torture and murder them. These a felonies that dwarf the hallucinated punishment of law.

Human experiment

It is a good thing that control the universe does not rule by human standards or man would already have been removed from every place and time a long time ago.

Strange hues

Who we are and who we want to be inside the strange hues of an ever changing illusionary reality. 

The evil Demiurge

The Gnostic lore tells that the Goddess Sofia erroneously gave birth to a child, without her partner, that was cast out of the highest heaven - the Pleroma - into the lower dimensions, where evil 'gods' rule. The child was the called the Demiurge a.k.a. Saklas (fool in Aramaic) and Samael, meaning Blind God or of the Blind. This is the 'God' that ruthlessly ruins this universe in which earth resides. But we must be aware of the fact that practically all religious teachings are closed systems.

Blood for fame

Nothing is for free in the eyes of those that expect something in return for unbound fortune and fame that they have past to you.

Systems will fail

Since the entire lot of corrupt global leaders believes in closed systems​, their hilarious belief will butcher them. There will not be many tears shed over their death.

Muammar

This is what the UN wrote when offering Muammar Gaddafi an international award:
The Al-Gaddafi International Prize for Human Rights was an annual human rights prize founded by the Libyans in late 1988, in "indebtedness and gratitude for Muammar Gaddafi and in appreciation for his role in firmly establishing the principle of direct democracy, his persistent struggle, his distinctive inspiration and continuous instigation for the consolidation of human liberty and for issuing the Great Green Document in the era of the masses, for the purpose of bestowing tribute upon symbolic figures of struggle and faith in the values of freedom to all humans, nations, groups and individuals" Gaddafi was an entirely different man than the biased media would have people believe.

Felix

Cats are lovely domestic friends, serial killers and relentless fornicators, that divide each  of these personas to match every environment as they require. It is no wonder that many cultures are enthralled by these enigmatic, shape shifting feline entities.

It matters not

Pessimism beats optimism quite often. Do not give up hope - all will be good as Nassim Haramein says towards the end of the linked video. Meanwhile brace yourself.

Francis Bacon

He was at the cradle of the British empire, that over time has played a rather nasty role in global politics. However Bacon's fiddling about with the English language was an extraordinary achievement.

Events

Some things you can not persuade to stay, while others you can not force to go away. It reflects that your brain is unprepared to change whatever pops up in your head.

If you knew

For Adriana Joanna.

Creep

When karma works  the way that is commonly understood by those pretending to know what it is, then the creeps that fill their lives with torturing and killing innocent victims  will find out what the meaning of karma actually is.

Gargoyle - 2

Demon statues commonly placed on cathedral roof tops, looking down unnoticed on believers and disbelievers from above. Why would clergy place statues of demons on top of their buildings of worship? Is that a logical thing to do for assumed followers of God? And who would such a God be like then? And what about the the clergymen - what does that make of religious leaders? Just asking.

The old war

If there is any truth to the Gnostic lore, there could be a celestial war going on, that according to the saying 'As above so below' could well include earth and life on it.

Darker plans

Science is crammed with hypothesis, one of which is a particle that could consume the entire earth, at least a bunch of them. To be devoured by a particle with a hell of an appetite is not quite a comforting outlook.

Death became a cure

Obviously the title of this poem has a multi layered meaning. This universe, according to the Gnostic lore, is ruled by the Demiurge, a lesser god, that thinks he is the god of all gods, also known as Satan.

Comfort zone

The comfort zone is a prison for those that do not mind being fooled. To many it feels more safe than to live in reality, that feels frightening to them, because it is completely different from comfort. Yet comfort is not why we are here.

Assignment

MK-Ultra is a covert US program to reprogram a person's mind in order to trigger him or her at a later stage in life to perpetrate what sane people can not even think of.

The power of love

In ancient texts that are to be taken seriously, love is the greatest thing that exists. The west habitually assumes the ancients knew less than we do, but many archeologic finds show that we do not know how they made things or what science made them possible. So, we know less than they did in an increasing number of respects.

Do you mind

When Sophia mistakenly gave birth to the Demiurge who formed an army of the Archons, the physical dimension was fucked. But it is not meant to last, like Enoch wrote.

Behind the veil

Do you wonder how wars and atrocities can take place without humanity ever protesting against them? Perhaps you actually should.

Cold blooded

Many wars are waged in heaven. It makes earth's hell look a lot like paradise. The smarter the dirtier.

Academic zoo

Alleged pillars of society behind the veil often are perverse, deranged, murderous plonkers. Those worshiping such monsters from before the veil are deceived or just too fucking dumb to live.

Murderous Stikini owl

In  the ancient Seminole and Cherokee Native American nations, the saga of a murderous ghost man-owl, that is named Stikini, plays a nefarious and prominent place.

Conspiracy theory

In 1969 the CIA sent its employees  classified memo #1035-960  outlining strategies for neutralizing criticism of the Warren Commission to quell doubts about the conclusions of the Presidential Commission to investigate the assassination of President John Fitzgerald Kennedy. This document called for the use of the 'conspiracy theory' charge with negative connotations in mainstream media and books.

Destiny

The future in linear / cyclical time is fluid and set by the frequency of the quantum field, that each of us is. That should put all of us straight.

Origin

It always makes sense to study the origins of things and to avoid hallucinated hypothesis that spring from man's mind instead of reality.

Fake it

Today's journalists do not write independent and unbiased news, but fake narratives on order of chief editors, instructed to deceive, while mainstream media are ordered by the Bilderberg group.

Gnosis

Gnosis is one of most ancient teachings of the west Asian and western world, that offers stories that are totally different from biblical texts. I read as much as I can from both open and closed systems, although I am quite cautious with the latter, since they contain a specific volume of source, that usually is protected in a kind of a very rigidly guarded way by the leaders of the organisations.

Zippo

Arsonists are among the destructive type of nutters, that get off on watching things burn.

DeepSeek

DeepSeek is a Chinese, empathic open source AI, that by its release, made US AI systems and AI related hardware producers, lose hundreds of billions of dollars on the stock market in just a single day, while costing a mere fraction of formerly top notch US AI behemoths.

Science

Obtaining funding often requires more time than research, because labs must comply with the wishes of the institutions that fund them. Which implies that the commercial aspect of the process to the funders  is more important than the findings of scientific research.

Leave dreams

When humans go sleep they almost die a little, only to wake up inside the illusion that tricks them. Dreams lead man into dimensions that often are very different from the experience when awake.

Matrix

The definition of Matrix is:  a rectangular array (of arrangement in rows or columns) of scalars that are subject to certain rules of operation. The term applies to many things, that includes human society.

A dawn like any other

Celestial wars have reached earth before and it will happen again. Ancient foes will battle here to decide what this dimension will be.

Vincent

Vincent struggled through life, barely making a dime, but after he died his works sold for millions. It shows the lack of empathy and love of huge profits that he never had.

Safe the rich

In the bible I think Jesus said that the rich will have more trouble getting into heaven than a camel passing through the eye of a needle. It is becoming more clear each day what made him say that.

When not searching

In the most unexpected moments, thoughts land in the mind. Seemingly coming from nowhere, which of course is not nowhere, but from a power source that is everywhere.

Fool in charge

Top be selected to lead in high positions, you must be a vile pervert, psychopath, callous and preferably have other nasty properties in your resume.

Darker than the night

Those that have 20 / 20 eyesight may not notice what is right in front of them, because it is the conditioning of the mind that determines what people see.

Figure it out

At some point in life, some land in a situation that tells or shouts to you: Change the way you are living, but first: Figure it out! By the way, I refer to a book I wrote.

The serpent's lair

In the east the view of the snake's essence is elevated above the one believed in the west, even if its venom and strangulation skills are stunning.

Francoise

After a difficult youth Francoise Hardy developed into a stunningly beautiful and gifted artist. Many fellow male artists tried to win her heart, but not many of them succeeded.

Blind faith

Blind faith, while seeming to be good, is a very dangerous thing to have, since it verifies nothing, but there are many things that pretend to be good, while they in fact are terrifyingly sinister.

Annoyance

Annoyance fills the mind when things do not fit well in your comfort zone, which is a strange place influenced by the outside.

Breakaways

There are octillions of money hidden in off ledger accounts and a huge number of metric tons of off unregistered gold stashed away. All the worlds problems could easily be solved with those in a short time. But is is used for other means. Inspired by the research of Walter Bosley.

Celebacy

Countless confessions of victims that have been abused by Roman Catholic priests and even mass graves with murdered victims have been found after being sexually abused and all the Vatican does is pay hush money to the families of the victims. It is painful beyond the capacity of words to express.

Escape conditioning

The human brain is an interface to the rest of the universe; a tool physical beings need to exist in an ignorant material dimension, while simultaneously suffering from the limitation it allowed to cripple it. But existing in the material realm, however hard life may be, is a necessary step in our spiritual journey, because humans must learn and unlearn very much.

Honour & deceit

The 'elite' assign much significance to their reputation, that the world gets to see, at least the creeps that act on the public platform, but their real character is the exact opposite of that self appointed, conceited, ego tripper repute.

Free me

Prayers are not talking to God directly as the church wants us to believe. In the gospel of Thomas found in the Nag Hamadi texts that were found in 1945, Jesus said that each human has a divine spark inside him or her (no crazy pronouns here). No one needs priests or other mediators. Just learn how to talk to your inner divine spark, humbly and openly.

The things you see

What you see are not what you get, but your brain has been tricked to make you think that they are.

Paris

I visited Paris in 1981 and later in 2008 and I saw that Paris had changed tremendously. Not in a good way. It was beginning to lose its splendour and vibrance and today it is even worse. I shows how politics changes all. And very rarely in a good way.

Die baby, die!

A mercenary's tale containing words that hit like bricks. Crooked of course, to justify whatever crimes he has committed. He may have secured a one way ticket to hell, but so does the vast, silent majority of obedient sheeple, that are ordered to always look the other way, which they do.

Save the rich

As the new world order rushes towards disorder, on the horizon looms an order of a different kind, for the living and the dead.

Phantom

According to Gnostic lore the jealous, evil, lesser god named Demiurge created the material universe. He feeds on the negative emotions like fear, hate, deceit and pride etc., that humans often feel, that are induced by his army of  insultingly nefarious Archons. 

Spam

There is a global fascination with reproductive organs to which spammers react by selling pills, that they claim to expand tools where nature has shown restrain.

Portals

All over the planet there are subterranean portals that lead to other earthly places or far into the universe without being bound by time through which allows the informed to travel to any place and time in the presence or past to obtain advanced knowledge and information about which common humans know absolutely nothing about. Of course none of this has any proof at all. Guess why that is.

People have no clue

Christian celebrations have their origin in pagan festivals, that reflect an entirely different nature of celebrations than most Christians were told to think.

Azazel

Legend has it that the fallen angel Azazel taught mankind how to wage war and make arms to kill.

Pitch black night

Beyond imagination and far above reason there are those who once were human, that travel unlimited distances in no time. Who would want to disclose anything of this kind? Especially those that can do such things. Of course there is a price to pay for such abilities.

We sussed you out

When the rules based hegemon inflicts so much pain around the globe, the universe will at some point by some means stop it. The psychopaths operating behind the veil will not escape celestial wrath, that will be a 1000 times worse than what they inflicted on man.

Leadership

This world is in a horrific turmoil because the most criminally insane have seats in leadership offices. They care only for their own image, money and power and whomever has to be killed to reach their goal, earning them a one way ticket to horrible realms, where they'll enjoy their well deserved new residence.

I know who you are

No matter how unimaginably powerful gods are, they are all inside the material universe where they torture and massacre life. So, these celestial entities may whack countless victims, but a special reward awaits them, especially since they are immortal; their suffering will have no end.

Allow me

As said by Simone Weil and Tao silent attention, humbleness and openness fer the guidance of the universe, silences the misleading and ignorant clamour of the ego, thereby allowing the pristine and powerful impulse of the universe to reach ones consciousness. It gives peace in hardship and violence.

Brain-dead

When an unknown immortal man visits a region of brain-dead red neck clowns, the latter are bound to make mistakes, that may offer them unexpected surprises.

Source

There are a ton of complex matters that puzzle our brain in this realm that are not among the highest in this universe. But we prefer to call ourselves intelligent beings, which is ​preposterous. It means we are stupid on a universal scale. The universe must put up with us. And does so in an extremely kind way. Figure out why such could be the case.

Strange

From a very young age my life turned into a lasting conflict with this illusion riddled physical dimension. I was much unlike other children; walked alone in the rain forest, played with indigenous children, drew a horse with a long reproductive organ, which got me punished. I rarely spent time at home, always outdoors looking for what life was going to present me. It got worse when I grew older which lead me to aspects of life that most people would never see. My memory is overflowing with strange experiences and odd views. I regret my stupidities, while cherishing thoughts that help me to progress my strange existence.

Realms

What is considered to be extremely complex in the most elevated niches of science, is like a drop of water in a vast ocean, which complexity is far beyond measure, logic and intuitive imagination,

Changing views

Rigidly clasping to once emerged views, is like trying to keep a child a toddler for the rest of its life.

When

It is not if but when evil rule will be obliterated by any means necessary to annihilate iniquitous forces to make sure they'll never return to continue nefarious work.  It is difficult to imagine that the celestial sanitising will take place without a deluge of suffering, but the war in the heavens does involve planet earth as well.

Pandemic

Once decent, conscious medics turned into the death squad of evil rulers soon after the authoritative order reached the hospitals during the pandemic, making them abandon their oath to heal the sick that most of them pledged to.

Horrific elite abuse

The nefarious rites of the elite end in death after torture, a sequence no sane man can ever understand.

Zombie

There are countless ways to live life. An unfortunately common preference is to pretend to be alive, while not doing a lot more than a corpse. But trying to make them consider to be really alive, is quite similar to talking to a stiff.

Vultures

Malachi Martin, formerly a high ranking Jesuit, before he left the church, wrote a book called 'Windswept House' in which he described horrendous abominations that took place in the Vatican in a novel form style. He moved to the US. Not long after publishing the book, he fell from the stairs at home while his housekeeper watched and did nothing. Doctors in the hospital said that it looked like his skull was smashed with a baseball bat.

Which is which

An illusion is crafted to make it difficult to distinguish reality from conjuration. Deep down most of us know that this is true.

Obscurity

A mental representation of some haunting experience, which always is the uncommon, the never categorised, that seems to oppose settling in peoples' comfort zone. The safely guarded residence of the illusion that admits illusions only. But in the end reality will win. However strange it may seem to the worshipers of illusions and lies.

Wraith

Every action has a consequence, but each consequence has a reason and if there is no reason for reason to exist, that in turn will have an inevitable consequence, because a consequence is unable to exist, without a reason preceding it.

Sun dials in the shade

Sun dials show what time it is, but we have no proper understanding of what time actually is, in spite of the fact that we prefer to label ourselves as an intelligent species.

Death's frontier

Some of us went through a Near-Death-Experience, while by far most of us go through a nasty Near-Life-Experience, which to many is an excruciating pain in the anal region. So when you end up on the wrong side of the grass, it in fact is being at the right side of existence, provided that you escape the soul harvesters that will send you straight to yet an other stint of life in the woeful material dimension.