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A word

Visual poems and prose have multiple shapes - portrait, landscape or other forms, which is why it is difficult to place them in a standard structure. Preferably, this page should be watched on a desktop monitor to benefit from the poems' physical size. I've written a ton of poetry over the decades; below you find a modest selection, with the exception of poetry that is too piercing to publish, particularly in these days of ​regulatory censorship. 

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Samsara vs Moksha

Samsara is the endless cycle of death and rebirth, while Moksha is the escape of it. Souls can escape only when they are held incarcerated.

Pontifex Maximus

This entire universe is ruled by a tyrannical satanic force, that is tied to the extreme evil that exists in a dualistic dimension.

Back in 1963

Satan boasting about his claimed win.

Satan's provocation

Hubris of a failed ​mind of a false deity provoking a real God from the Pleroma.

Jaguar's hunt

Not every hunt is successful, it sometimes turns into a mystery for ​unidentified reasons.

Native American bracelet

Beauty that is in the eye of the beholder remains unseen by 20 / 20 blind observers.

Lost mind

When one loses his or her mind, it is an intentional process, even if the intentional aspect seems to be lost in a haze of confusion.

Timelines

Dimension include numerous timelines, all of which differ.

Wise whispers

Having a trusted communication with the subconscious requires an open mind, humbleness and  silent anticipation instead of consciousness built conditioned desire. It is the way the universe designed genuine interaction.

Government genocide

The government genocide does not even include the injured, the homeless and mentally harmed.

Parable or metaphor

Parable and metaphor are language tricks that puzzle us when someone does not want the truth to remain concealed. So, if human in fact is the parable or metaphor, what does that mean?

Immortality

Just joking of course. Immortality is a condition that requires a heap more than what human currently is capable of. God probably is laughing his rear end off by this bonkers request. The next poem is related to this one, based on immortality.

Immortality 2

Not joking this time. Sometimes you meet people you have known in the past, that grew younger instead of older, making you wonder what the bleep went on... God laughs his ass off again. The previous poem is related to this one, based on immortality.

Are you human?

I think that it's my prerogative to wipe out fellow humans, and not that of an ​extraterrestrial. But there never was the right to kill.

Future's past

Since we don't grasp zilch from what time is, the past, present and future are among constructs of the mind, that are fit in linear / cyclical time without actually being clear what they could be.

Richness of the poor

The gospel of Thomas found in Nag Hamadi, contains 109 sayings of Jesus Christ, expressed in  deep, colourful and often quite enigmatic words that Roman emperor Constantine removed from the bible in the council of Nicea to make the bible a tool of control in the Roman empire.

Father and son

Life in the physical plane plane leaves  space for horrors to take place, especially those of an abominable and repetitive kind.

Sell your soul

Bob Dylan once openly confessed in an interview that he sold his soul to the Chief Commander of this earth in exchange for fame. Who is that Chief he mentioned?

Scope

Things are confusing because they are meant to be, particularly since we use only 10% of our brain capacity.

Finite

There is no finite, there are successions to what was in linear / cyclical time, which is a perception processing dimension that makes complex matters less complicated for restraint brains.

What is time?

No clue what time is actually, like the rest of the world. It fades in the past and meanders to the future and that is all we know.

Doors

Doors are the entry to a confined space or the exit to the outdoors.

Requiem for peace

All over the globe completely insane maniacs seem to have taken the office of government.

Life before death

Is there life after death, is what most presume without ever researching the matter. For too many there hardly is life before death. Earthly existence sucks for a great number of people, but the big questions in all types of life are barely given any sort of attention. It apparently is what an  'intelligent' species does.

Mental laws

In the language that Sir Francis Bacon built with an army of assistants from the scientific, cultural and occult disciplines, words often have an ontology that means one thing on the surface while having others underneath it. Similar to how realities quite often appear to be to those plagued by a lack of wit.

Time to kill

I find it hard to imagine that one can kill time, while no one really knows what time is. Linear or cyclical time are just induced programs to make the brain think that there is a past, a present and a future. It applies to this low physical realm only. Man can merely simulate fluent time with the illusive 4D tesseract animation, that often at most are only partially accurate. Please give me a logical definition that explains time to me if you disagree with what I wrote.

Cucumber recipe

In our family a culinary tradition has been passed on for a very long time.

Adriana Joanna

From the instant we met, I knew that you were special. You graced my life with love without any interruption.

Bo

In the middle of the night he jumped on my chest and I saw two golden eyes, as if he wanted to protect me. He passed away at 16.5 years, making me cry my heart out. I still miss him.

Give me your dream

According to Gnostic lore, the evil Demiurge commands an army of Archons that persistently invade human consciousness to turn all hope, love and empathy into the exact opposite, meaning that the universe is under dictatorship of an utterly iniquitous empire.

The root of things

It is hard to drill down to the root of things, because reality is not what we were taught that it is. But complexity leads to finds, that confuse minds, meaning that we have an abundance to learn, that is not found in books nor semesters.

What you deserve

The judgement will not be based on a single perspective, but will be considered from a myriad angles by countless minds acting as one. However, the poem shows just one, while existence evolves to love.

Denver's blue mustang

The infamous Denver airport Blucifer, that incited a lot of conspiracy theories, containing quite sinister wall art, freemason plaques and cryptic inscriptions all over the place, has kept many minds busy over time. There are too many strange things going on there to not be strange; barely concealed hints to what is not ordinary at all. And then there is the blue mustang outside the building, that killed its creator.

The life you never had

Children are the most pristine souls on earth. Yet there are some that abuse, torture and murder them. These a felonies that dwarf the hallucinated punishment of law.

Human experiment

It is a good thing that control the universe does not rule by human standards or man would already have been removed from every place and time a long time ago.

Strange hues

Who we are and who we want to be inside the strange hues of an ever changing illusionary reality. 

The evil Demiurge

The Gnostic lore tells that the Goddess Sofia erroneously gave birth to a child, without her partner, that was cast out of the highest heaven - the Pleroma - into the lower dimensions, where evil 'gods' rule. The child was the called the Demiurge a.k.a. Saklas (fool in Aramaic) and Samael, meaning Blind God or of the Blind. This is the 'God' that ruthlessly ruins this universe in which earth resides. But we must be aware of the fact that practically all religious teachings are closed systems.

A time to endure

The brain that processes and filters what we think we see and hear, leaving information out and altering observations, preparing our physical actions up to 15 seconds before we become aware of what we intend to do, is changing the reality we live inside.

Blood for fame

Nothing is for free in the eyes of those that expect something in return for unbound fortune and fame that they have past to you.

Systems will fail

Since the entire lot of corrupt global leaders believes in closed systems​, their hilarious belief will butcher them. There will not be many tears shed over their death.

Muammar

This is what the UN wrote when offering Muammar Gaddafi an international award:
The Al-Gaddafi International Prize for Human Rights was an annual human rights prize founded by the Libyans in late 1988, in "indebtedness and gratitude for Muammar Gaddafi and in appreciation for his role in firmly establishing the principle of direct democracy, his persistent struggle, his distinctive inspiration and continuous instigation for the consolidation of human liberty and for issuing the Great Green Document in the era of the masses, for the purpose of bestowing tribute upon symbolic figures of struggle and faith in the values of freedom to all humans, nations, groups and individuals" Gaddafi was an entirely different man than the biased media would have people believe.

Felix

Cats are lovely domestic friends, serial killers and relentless fornicators, that divide each  of these personas to match every environment as they require. It is no wonder that many cultures are enthralled by these enigmatic, shape shifting feline entities.

It matters not

Pessimism beats optimism quite often. Do not give up hope - all will be good as Nassim Haramein says towards the end of the linked video. Meanwhile brace yourself.

Francis Bacon

He was at the cradle of the British empire, that over time has played a rather nasty role in global politics. However Bacon's fiddling about with the English language was an extraordinary achievement.

Events

Some things you can not persuade to stay, while others you can not force to go away. It reflects that your brain is unprepared to change whatever pops up in your head.

If you knew

For Adriana Joanna.

Creep

When karma works  the way that is commonly understood by those pretending to know what it is, then the creeps that fill their lives with torturing and killing innocent victims  will find out what the meaning of karma actually is.

Gargoyle - 2

Demon statues commonly placed on cathedral roof tops, looking down unnoticed on believers and disbelievers from above. Why would clergy place statues of demons on top of their buildings of worship? Is that a logical thing to do for assumed followers of God? And who would such a God be like then? And what about the the clergymen - what does that make of religious leaders? Just asking.

The old war

If there is any truth to the Gnostic lore, that there could be a celestial war going on, that according to the saying 'As above so below' could well include earth and life on it.

Darker plans

Science is crammed with hypothesis, one of which is a particle that could consume the entire earth, at least a bunch of them can. To be devoured by a particle with a hell of an appetite is not quite a comforting outlook.

Death became a cure

Obviously the title of this poem speaks for itself. This universe, according to the Gnostic lore, is ruled by the evil Demiurge, a lesser god, that thinks he is the god of all gods, that human knows as Satan.

Comfort zone

The comfort zone is a prison for those that do not mind being fooled. To many it feels more safe than to live with reality, that feels frightening to them, because it is quite different from comfort. Yet enjoying comfort is not why we are in this godforsaken horrible place.

Assignment

MK-Ultra is a covert US program to reprogram a person's mind in order to trigger him or her at a later stage in life to perpetrate what (s)he was programmed to do.

The power of love

In ancient texts that are to be taken seriously, love is the greatest thing that exists. The west habitually assumes the ancients knew less than we do, but many archeologic finds show that we do not know how they made things, what their purpose was or what science made them possible. So, we know less than they did in an increasing number of respects.

Chaos and complexity

Chaos is a complex type of reality for which mankind simply lacks the required measure of intelligence. In such realms everything differs.

Do you mind

When Sophia mistakenly gave birth to the Demiurge who formed an army of the Archons, the physical dimension was fucked. But it is not meant to last, like Enoch wrote.

Behind the veil

Do you wonder how wars and atrocities can take place without humanity ever protesting against them? Perhaps you actually should.

Cold blooded

Many wars are waged in heaven. But there is not an abundance of peace in earth's habitat either.

Academic zoo

Alleged pillars of society behind the veil often are perverse, deranged, murderous plonkers. Those worshiping such monsters from before the veil should tighten the loose screws in their skull.

Black oath

You pretend that you love the one you hate, who feigns that he loves you, while he hates you with all his might. But neither of you creeps will make it beyond the end.

Murderous Stikini owl

In  the ancient Seminole and Cherokee Native American nations, the saga of a murderous ghost man-owl, that is named Stikini, plays a nefarious and prominent place.

Conspiracy theory

In 1969 the CIA sent its employees  classified memo #1035-960  outlining its strategies for making criticism of the Warren Commission ridiculous to quell doubts about the conclusions of the Presidential Commission to investigate the assassination of President John Fitzgerald Kennedy. This document called for the use of the 'conspiracy theory' that today has negative connotations in mainstream media and books.

Destiny

The future in linear / cyclical time is fluent and set by the frequency of the quantum field, of which all of us are a part. That should clear up many mystical matters.

Origin

It always makes sense to study the origins of things and to avoid conjured deceit that springs from a wicked mind instead of reality.

Games

Labelling ourselves as an intelligent species is a mistake that only an uninformed breed would do.

Fake it

Today's journalists do not write independent and unbiased news, but fake narratives on order of chief editors, instructed to deceive, while the chief editors are ordered by the nefarious Bilderberg Group.

Gnosis

Gnosis is one of most ancient teachings of the west Asian and western world, that offers stories that are totally different from biblical texts. I read as much as I can from both open and closed systems, although I am quite cautious with the latter, since they contain a specific type of source, that usually is protected in a kind of a very rigidly guarded way by the leaders of their organisations.

Zippo

Arsonists are among the destructive type of nutters, that get off on watching things burn.

DeepSeek

DeepSeek is a Chinese, empathic open source AI, that by its release, made US AI systems and AI related hardware producers, lose hundreds of billions of dollars on the stock market in just a single day, while costing a mere fraction of formerly top notch US AI behemoths.

Science

Obtaining funding often requires more time than research, because labs must comply with the wishes of the institutions that fund them. Which implies that the commercial aspect of the process to those funders  is more important than the findings of scientific research. And obediently comply to protect their reputation and salaries.

Leave dreams

When humans go sleep they almost die a little, only to wake up inside the illusion that tricks them. Dreams lead man into dimensions that often are very different from their experience when awake.

Matrix

The definition of Matrix is:  a rectangular array (of arrangement in rows or columns) of scalars that are subject to certain rules of operation. The term applies to many things, including human society conduct.

A dawn like any other

Celestial wars have reached earth before and it will happen again. Ancient foes will battle here to decide where this plane will go.

Vincent

Vincent struggled through life, barely making a dime, but after he died his works sold for millions. It clearly shows the lack of empathy of those modern art merchants.

Safe the rich

In the bible I think Jesus said that the rich will have more trouble getting into heaven than a camel passing through the eye of a needle. It is becoming clear each day what made him say that, like the 13 Zionist billionaires that order whatever Trump must do.

When not searching

In the most unexpected moments, thoughts enter the mind. Seemingly coming from nowhere, but in fact were induced by a source that is outside of their physical body.

Fool in charge

Top be selected to lead in high positions, you must be a pervert, psychopath, callous sod that preferably has other cruddy traits in their resume as well or a powerful concealed machine that devises deceit for them.

Darker than the night

Those that have 20 / 20 eyesight may not see what is right in front of them, because it is the conditioning of the mind that determines what people see.

Figure it out

At some point in life, some land in a situation that tells or shouts to them: Change the way you are living, but first: Figure it out! By the way, I refer to a book I wrote.

The serpent's lair

In the east the view of the snake's essence is elevated above the one believed in the west, even if its venom and choking skills are arresting.

Francoise

After a difficult youth Francoise Hardy developed into a stunningly beautiful and gifted artist. Many fellow male artists tried to win her heart, but not many of them succeeded.

Blind faith

Blind faith, while seeming to be good, is a very dangerous thing to have, since it verifies nothing, while there are many things that pretend to be good, in spite of being terrifyingly sinister.

Annoyance

Annoyance fills the mind when things do not fit well in your comfort zone, which is a strange place influenced by external tyrannical control freaks.

Breakaways

There are octillions of dollars hidden in off ledger accounts and a huge number of metric tons of off unregistered gold stashed away. All the worlds problems could easily be solved with those in a short time. But is is used for other means. Inspired by the research of Walter Bosley, whose site has illegally been removed from the Internet.

Celebacy

Countless confessions of victims that have been abused by Roman Catholic priests and even mass graves with murdered kids have been found after being sexually abused and all the Vatican does, is pay hush money to the families of the victims. It is painful beyond the capacity of words to express.

Escape conditioning

The human brain is an interface to the rest of the universe; a tool physical beings need to exist in a limited material dimension, while simultaneously suffering from the limitation it allowed to cripple it. But existing in the material realm, however hard life may be, is a necessary step in our spiritual journey, because humans must learn and unlearn very much.

Honour & deceit

The 'elite' assign much criticism to their reputation, that the world learns of, at least the creeps that act on the public platform, but their real character is the exact opposite of that self appointed, conceited, ego tripper repute.

Free me

Prayers are not talking to God directly as the church wants us to believe. In the gospel of Thomas found in the Nag Hamadi texts that were found in 1945, Jesus said that each human has a divine spark inside him or her (no crazy pronouns here). No one needs priests or other mediators. Just learn how to talk to your inner divine spark, humbly and openly, that is directly tied to the universe.

The things you see

What you see are not what you get, but your brain has been tricked to make you think that they are.

Paris

I visited Paris in 1981 and later in 2008 and I saw that Paris had changed tremendously. Not in a good way. It was beginning to lose its splendour and vibrance and today it is even worse. I shows how politics changes all. And very rarely in a good way.

Die baby, die!

A mercenary's tale containing words that hit like bricks. Crooked of course, to justify whatever crimes he has committed. He may have secured a one way ticket to hell, but so does the vast, silent majority of obedient sheeple, that are ordered to always look the other way, which they do.

Save the rich

As the new world order dashes towards disorder, on the horizon looms an order of a different kind, for the living and the dead.

Phantom

According to Gnostic lore the jealous, evil, lesser god named Demiurge created the material universe. He feeds on the negative emotions like fear, hate, deceit and pride etc., that humans often feel, that are induced by his army of  disturbingly nefarious Archons. 

Spam

There is a global fascination with reproductive organs inciting spammers to react by selling pills, that they claim to expand pickles where nature has shown restrain.

Portals

All over the planet there are concealed portals that lead to other earthly places or far into the universe without being bound by time by which the informed travel to any place and time in the future or past to obtain knowledge and information, about which common humans know absolutely nothing. Of course none of this has any proof at all. Guess why that is.

Kill them all

There is what prefers to appear it is not. And it's not what most people think, which makes it difficult to assess. But it may help to whack what are known to be the concealed intermediates to start with. It will draw out the demons Dante Allegri wrote about. Click this text to learn more.

People have no clue

Christian celebrations have their origin in pagan festivals, that reflect an entirely different nature of celebrations than most Christians were told to think.

Post biologic entity

We can use space ships to travel through the expanse of the universe by taking a hit of DMT.

Azazel

Legend has it that the fallen angel Azazel taught mankind how to wage war and make arms to kill.

Pitch black night

Beyond imagination and far above reason there are those who once were human, that travel unlimited distances in no time. Who would want to learn anything of this kind? There inevitably is a price to pay for any of such abilities.

We sussed you out

When the rules based hegemon inflicts so much pain around the globe, the universe will at some point by some means stop it. The psychopaths operating behind the veil will not escape celestial wrath, that will be a 1000 times worse than what they inflicted on man.

Boisterous and blunt

Those with a loud mouth, a huge ego and a tiny mind check all aspects for a resume in a bonkers world, but they have no real skills to make them fit for a high office.

Leadership

This world is in a horrific turmoil because the most criminally insane have seats in leadership offices. They care only for their own image, money, power and 'religion', earning them a one way ticket to horrible realms, where they'll enjoy their well deserved new residence.

I know who you are

No matter how unimaginably powerful gods are, they are all inside the material universe where they torture and massacre life. So, these celestial entities may whack countless victims, but a special reward awaits them, especially since they are immortal; their suffering will have no end.

Allow me

As said by Simone Weil and Tao silent attention, humbleness and openness fer the guidance of the universe, silences the misleading and ignorant clamour of the ego, thereby allowing the pristine and powerful impulse of the universe to reach ones consciousness. It gives peace in hardship and violence.

Brain-dead

When an unknown immortal man visits a region of brain-dead red neck clowns, the latter are bound to make mistakes, that may offer them unexpected surprises.

Source

There are a ton of complex matters that puzzle our brain in this realm that are not among the highest in this universe. But we prefer to call ourselves intelligent beings, which is ​preposterous. It means we are stupid on a universal scale. The universe must put up with us. And does so in an extremely kind way. Figure out why such could be the case.

Strange

From a very young age my life turned into a lasting conflict with this illusion riddled physical dimension. I was much unlike other children; walked alone in the rain forest, played with indigenous children, drew a stallion with a long reproductive organ, which got me punished. I rarely spent time at home, always outdoors looking for what life was going to present me. It got worse when I grew older, which lead me to aspects of life that most people would never see. My memory is overflowing with strange experiences and odd views. I regret my stupidities, while cherishing thoughts that help me to progress my strange existence.

Realms

What is considered to be extremely complex in the most elevated niches of science, is like a drop of water in a vast ocean, which complexity is far beyond measure, logic and intuitive imagination,

Changing views

Rigidly clasping to once emerged views, is like trying to keep a child a toddler for the rest of its life.

When

It is not if but when evil rule will be obliterated by any means necessary to annihilate iniquitous forces to make sure they'll never return to continue nefarious work.  It is difficult to imagine that the celestial sanitising will take place without a deluge of suffering, but the war in the heavens does involve planet earth as well.

Pandemic

Once decent, conscious medics turned into the death squad of evil rulers soon after the authoritative order reached the hospitals during the pandemic, making them abandon their oath to heal the sick that most of them pledged to.

Horrific elite abuse

The nefarious rites of the elite end in death after torture, a sequence no sane human can understand.

Zombie

There are countless ways to live life. An unfortunately common preference is to pretend to be alive, while not doing a lot more than a corpse. But trying to make them consider to be really alive, is quite similar to talking to a stiff.

Vultures

Malachi Martin, formerly a high ranking Jesuit, before he left the church, wrote a book called 'Windswept House' in which he described the horrendous abominations that took place in the Vatican in a novel form style. He moved to the US. Not long after publishing the book, he fell from the stairs at home while his housekeeper watched and did nothing. Doctors in the hospital said that it looked like his skull was smashed with a baseball bat.

Friendly pope

Since emperor Constantine began creating the bible in 325 in the first council of Nicea, the Roman Catholic Church has been a major tool to control the masses with whatever rubble the church could invent, after he shortly before threw people to the lions in the Colosseum as some sort of public entertainment and to induce fear into the hearts of the Roman citizens. The popes in the Vatican always were the face of the Catholic religious institution.

Which is which

An illusion is crafted to make it difficult to distinguish reality from conjuration. Deep down most of us know that this is true.

Obscurity

A mental representation of some haunting experience, which always is the uncommon, the never categorised, that seems to oppose settling in peoples' comfort zone. The safely guarded residence of the illusion that admits illusions only. But in the end real reality will win. However strange it may seem to the worshipers of illusions and lies.

Wraith

Every action has a consequence, but each consequence has a reason and if there is no reason for reason to exist, that in turn will have an inevitable consequence, because a consequence is unable to exist, without a reason preceding it.

Sun dials in the shade

Sun dials show what time it is, but we have no proper understanding of what time actually is, in spite of the fact that we prefer to label ourselves as an intelligent species.

Death's frontier

Some of us went through a Near-Death-Experience, while by far most of us go through a nasty Near-Life-Experience, which to many is an excruciating pain in the anal region. So when you end up on the wrong side of the grass, it in fact is being at the right side of existence, provided that you escape the soul harvesters that will send you straight to yet an other stint of life in the woeful material dimension.

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